ino bekhun : A friend I Lost along the Way..

through this long path that im treasuring,
i met one sweet person, so friendly, so pure.
compliments i heard were unique and sincere,
she's one good friend, true friend for sure.

and one day arrived when she came to me,
stole my sunshine, returned my gifts.
the knot of a friendship she leased, jungle of hatred she grew,
leaving me clueless, without any clue.

and today im leaving, i saw her running in the rain,
my tears ran down on my cheeks, as my heart was in so much pain.

as im counting minutes, to home im leading my way,
giving u farewell hug, and kiss you good-bye, to the Mighty Lord i pray.
Whatever mistakes i might have shown you, i hope you forgive me one day.
i hope you read this, i dun want you to be a friend i lost along the way.


suhaila
december 1, 2006
3:46pm

Examination week.

Exam's vibe started when The University gave us a study week. how did i spend my study week?

1. Went to Information Resource Centre (IRC) to disturb my friends, sleep as soon as any book is opened, eat junk food.
2. Learn Persian Language.
3. Involved in study group at the very last minutes.

and the first paper was Geomatics. Alhamdulillah. It was all right.

second paper, Islamic Studies. I slept early the night before the paper, hoping to wake up at 6am the next morning. and when i opened my eyes, it was already 8.15am. and the paper was at 9am. so i did badly for the paper. really hoped for an A, but now....

third paper, Arabic Language. Alhamdulillah. It was ok too.

fourth paper, Vector Calculus. i would say the paper was 60/40. I could do them, just the matter of correct or not.

fifth paper, Solid Mechanics. My misssion was just to pass this course. I really hope that I pass. I think i will pass.

And the sixth paper will be six days after the fifth one. after solid mechanics ended, i went to Ipoh and did a little shopping, and watched a movie. The Red Kebaya. I'm so happy with Malaysian Film Industries. By saying this, I have to put all the Yusuf Haslam's, and The Anak Mami sequal aside. And have Yasmin Ahmad and The Red Kebaya in my mind. Paula Malai Ali was in it. She reminded me so much of Fara Alyaa. I miss that biatch.

the day was so much fun until the night came and an international friend of mine pissed me off so badly!! but how could i show it to her? Was a very good friend of mine. ='(

and after that, i didnt touch my book for almost three days. this is the fourth day, and the birds are chirping, Subuh just passed. I just returned from the block in front, we had movie marathon last night. ghost movies. so much fun.

and I am hoping that i will start studying today. Yeah, lets do it. Lets start studying again.

.thanks zahra.i have such a great examination week.i hope you will settle down in Malaysia!!!.

Fluid Mechanics Field Trip to Gerik

Date : November 4th, 2006.
Venue : Sungai Perak, Temenggor Dam and Bersia Dam.
Lecturer : Prof. Dr. Saeid "happy" Saeidi.
Number of Bus : 2

Lesson 1 by Dr Saeidi : "It's good to take pictures for memory with 'peaces' and funny faces,
but please don't forget to take pictures like engineers"

On our 3-hour journey to north-east. "Happy?" "Haapppeeyyyyy...."

First stop, Perak River. River? Seriously where is the River?

Who would have thought that this view under the highway bridge could be so educational.

I'm not lying if I said that I'm in love with my Lecturer.

Temenggor Lake, the reservoir of Temenggor Dam.

Temenggor Dam's great free-flow spillway. So big, Masya-4JJ1.

Bersia Power Station as background. Frightened face I put on, birds were pooping everywhere.

Babies I met on the way back :-

Muhammad *something* Danish. He was not so friendly. =(

And who would not love Baby Muhammad Yusuff ?? 7-month-old adorable baby, weighs 12kg/15kg. The most hugable Teddy Baby!!

.Perfect Trip!! And of course I get darker in each field trip.

Happy Eid!!

Happy Eid!! Eid Mubarrak!! Selamat Hari Raya!!

.i miss my family so dearly.counting days.

My Doa. I'm so Scared.

Dumb,
Has this small piece of flesh in me turned to stone?
These million cells in my skull do not seem to work anymore.

Pour on me your sweet blessings,
Rain on me your barakah,
Empty, lost and confused I have become.

Ya 4JJ1,
Put me in one of the blessed ones,
Bless every effort that I make,
Accept all my eebadah,
Accept every tears I shed on Your praying mat.

Though I'm not good in presenting doa,
I'm so scared Ya Lord,
If You punish me,
and make my brain become so frozen,
My muscles become so heavy, and my mind become so sleepy.

Help me Ya 4JJ1,
Hear my prayers,
Hear my Mother's prayers,
Accept our tears..

Ameen.